{"id":1733,"date":"2016-05-08T14:50:22","date_gmt":"2016-05-08T11:50:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/illa-lazina.com\/?p=1733"},"modified":"2016-05-17T08:05:08","modified_gmt":"2016-05-17T05:05:08","slug":"me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/illa-lazina.com\/?p=1733","title":{"rendered":"&#8230;&#8230;. ME"},"content":{"rendered":"<ul id=\"webMessengerRecentMessages\" class=\"uiList _2ne _4kg\">\n<li id=\"wm:mid.1462532646722:96b3d61532a326ed84\" class=\"webMessengerMessageGroup clearfix\">\n<div class=\"clearfix\">\n<div class=\"clearfix _42ef\" style=\"text-align: left;\">\n<figure id=\"attachment_1734\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-1734\" style=\"width: 471px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><img  title=\"\" fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-1734\" src=\"https:\/\/illa-lazina.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628-200x300.jpg\"  alt=\"\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628-200x300 ....... ME\"  width=\"471\" height=\"707\" srcset=\"https:\/\/illa-lazina.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/illa-lazina.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628.jpg 639w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 471px) 100vw, 471px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-1734\" class=\"wp-caption-text\"><strong> George Yacoub \/ Actor\/Director \/ liban<\/strong><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<div class=\"_37\">\n<div class=\"_53\">\n<div class=\"_3hi clearfix\">\n<div class=\"_38 direction_ltr\">\n<p>Desires: Desires are unlimited, you desire something and as soon as you achieve it, another desire will pop up and make you become compulsive to achieve it, let your desire or desires be there, do not select and be a witness to the desire or desires even though the pain and compulsion, keep ignoring the feeling, very soon you will be desireless, yourself and out of the desire delusions&#8230; Then you will see the whole stupidity of desires&#8230;To keep on desiring hurts and many time causes problems, it&#8217;s painful so once you become desireless then you can choose, why the desire becomes the master? Why not you<\/p>\n<p><img  title=\"\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-1734\" src=\"https:\/\/illa-lazina.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628-200x300.jpg\"  alt=\"\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628-200x300 ....... ME\"  width=\"115\" height=\"173\" srcset=\"https:\/\/illa-lazina.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/illa-lazina.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628.jpg 639w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 115px) 100vw, 115px\" \/><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"clearfix\" style=\"text-align: left;\">\n<div class=\"clearfix _42ef\">\n<div class=\"_37\">\n<div class=\"_53\">\n<div class=\"_3hi clearfix\">\n<div class=\"_38 direction_ltr\">\n<p>Mother: Thank You for making my dreams come true, Thank You for getting me everything I want, Thank You for worrying how to get me the things I want when you can&#8217;t, Thank you for being me when I&#8217;m in despair, thank You for helping me and Thank You for everything but one thing I can&#8217;t find words to Thank you in is for teaching me how to become me<\/p>\n<p><img  title=\"\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-1734\" src=\"https:\/\/illa-lazina.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628-200x300.jpg\"  alt=\"\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628-200x300 ....... ME\"  width=\"115\" height=\"173\" srcset=\"https:\/\/illa-lazina.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/illa-lazina.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628.jpg 639w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 115px) 100vw, 115px\" \/><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"clearfix\">\n<div class=\"clearfix _42ef\">\n<div class=\"_37\">\n<div class=\"_53\">\n<div class=\"_3hi clearfix\">\n<div class=\"_38 direction_ltr\">\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">In bed, it&#8217;s late, an unconditional love feeling for you which makes me feel phobic, a feeling of how a good Mother feels for her new born baby, I care so much, I want you to always be happy even when your sad, I want you to have everything you want&#8230; Images of the worst happening to you, my Angel, you feeling isolated and in despair or feeling lost like a kitten which makes me feel phobic again, I get out of bed and head to the balcony as I light a cigarette feeling for you but in same time trusting in goodness which God is<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><img  title=\"\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-1734\" src=\"https:\/\/illa-lazina.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628-200x300.jpg\"  alt=\"\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628-200x300 ....... ME\"  width=\"115\" height=\"173\" srcset=\"https:\/\/illa-lazina.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/illa-lazina.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628.jpg 639w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 115px) 100vw, 115px\" \/><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"clearfix\">\n<div class=\"clearfix _42ef\">\n<div class=\"_37\">\n<div class=\"_53\">\n<div class=\"_3hi clearfix\">\n<div class=\"_38 direction_ltr\">\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I feel isolation and mysteriousness, what\u2019s real? It\u2019s time to meditate and find the real; I\u2019m sick of the fake, confusion and being lost in infinite lives, its time\u2026 Its dark, as I smell a fire smoke from distance, it makes my consciousness unfold as I get a feeling of an open mysteriousness and a great awareness which is much bigger than me, these planted ideas and thoughts in us which have been wasting our lives, how man is so insensitive through desires, it makes me feel fear\u2026 I go home and get in bed, a love feeling which makes me feel phobic<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><img  title=\"\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-1734\" src=\"https:\/\/illa-lazina.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628-200x300.jpg\"  alt=\"\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628-200x300 ....... ME\"  width=\"115\" height=\"173\" srcset=\"https:\/\/illa-lazina.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/illa-lazina.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628.jpg 639w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 115px) 100vw, 115px\" \/><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/li>\n<li id=\"wm:mid.1462532745729:4d063f0b72efbbe237\" class=\"webMessengerMessageGroup clearfix\" style=\"text-align: left;\">\n<div class=\"clearfix\">\n<div class=\"_2w7 _8o _8t lfloat _ohe\">\n<div class=\"_37\">\n<div class=\"_53\">\n<div class=\"_3hi clearfix\">\n<div class=\"_38 direction_ltr\">\n<p>Many times I come across people who look at me and make me feel that you are not allowed be happy or you are doing wrong just because you are happy anyways don&#8217;t guilt because Life is all about celebrating, enjoying, loving and being like a child, Like a child not a child, after all, Life is a gift from God from above, celebrate because you will be here for couple of hours<\/p>\n<p><img  title=\"\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-1734\" src=\"https:\/\/illa-lazina.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628-200x300.jpg\"  alt=\"\u062c\u0648\u0631\u062c-\u064a\u0639\u0642\u0648\u0628-200x300 ....... 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